Lately I've been experiencing a series of attacks. Up until this morning they were attacks from my team, though. Those hurt the worst. They're the kind that wear you down the quickest. So, this morning being nice and vulnerable, worn down to the quick, the enemy came in knocked me off my feet. It hurt too. Already feeling bad at my job, now people are accusing me of being a bad person, too. I'm not sure what I've got left.
I've been reading through Hebrews, and last night this verse jumped out at me, specifically the last line: "...let us hold firmly to the faith we profess." -Hebrews 4:14
God knows my habit is to be a fair weather believer. The foundation has always been there, but when bad things happen, I'm crying and questioning. But this time is different. I still feel lonely and attacked, yet I'm holding firmly to the faith I profess. It's all I've got. It's all I'm supposed to hold on to. So this time I'm just crying. No questioning, no drama. This experience will turn into a positive educational experience for all that is involved, including me.
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